I was given this greatest opportunity … of all opportunities … … to be a human being. ~ Henry Shukman
Henry Shukman shares his direct experience of dying without dying which opened his awareness to the amazing gift of being a human being. This post overviews the short video clip from the full length feature film on a conversation between Henry Shukman and Chris Hebard about Zen and more. Dialogue from the video is in italics.
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Who is it that is breathing?
What is the space between breath, seer, seeing, hearing?
What is this bright light shining?
Everything was gone — everything in-between erased, it was like a boot kicking at the lamp that illuminated everything….It’s truly miraculous, in the end, that anything exists, at all.
Chris asks this key question about Henry’s experience…
What reports this if not awareness itself?
It’s a fair question, but I believe that if you’ve been through this experience, you don’t need to ask it.
Everything has been different since then…It was like an axe fell on the crown of my head and everything vanished…all the other experiences I’d had of this ilk, there was still some kind of witness. Not in this one. There was no seer, no seeing, there was nothing to see….it was truly nothing.
It’s really a death, the nearest description is that I died. In one sense I did die…I can’t really understand it. I can’t really even think about it, but I can speak from it.
I feel as if that moment is still going on and is still here in every moment of my life. It changed everything. That’s when that war ended. It’s all been different since then.
When I read the Zen masters, now, ever since that moment, they’ve glowed. I know what they are talking about. Prior to that I could get it, at times I could be right in it, but it wasn’t the same.
I believe this is the great gift, I believe this is the pivot, the fulcrum, the turning point of a human lifetime.
I know that some kind of incalculable, inconceivable shift is possible for us — and it changes everything. I was given this greatest opportunity … of all opportunities … … to be a human being.
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This clip and the upcoming film is a Stillness Speaks production in association with Mountain Cloud Zen Center. It is produced by Chris Hebard and Henry Shukman. Filmographer (including video editing) is Jonathan Mugford (who can be contacted @ firstname.lastname@example.org).